Life..its the cry of my heart..

The Light shines..even in the dark

I sat there still,wondering where Father was going to take me next.I asked him why He was calling on me?Im not ready i thought,But again and again He continues to call.In my Heart i knew so i said Father im ready!Make me fully yours I surrender my life to you..and so what father is going to do with me is so unevident but i know He wants me to serve him and i know its not here but as a great friend was asked "If you could serve God anywhere in the world where would it be?"she answered"Anywhere he takes me"Thats so true those words were so encouraging to me and im ready to serve father wherever he'll have me.Ive also been struggling with missing some wonderful people i met while doing fathers work and its been tearing me apart I continueally ask Him why but never stopped to tell him how i am feeling about it and again that friend told me "be all you can be dont let baggage hold you down,let him carry it all (1peter 5:7)and just have faith that he knows what he is doing."this friend means a lot to me and to everyone who i met this summer that encouraged me in anyway i love yall!I still miss L and D a lot and they are always going to be my bigsisters but i know that father has each of us where he wants us!Its all in His timeing.Im willing to accept the fact that Certain people are placed in our lives but far away bc it teaches us.As i was also told this summer "let father stretch and mold your life become ruined for Him and loose your fear of missions"Fear? i thought what is that i dont have a fear but this week Father showed me i did..I am Giving my all to Him He is my Father and I will Go until he says stay!

"Dont live in the past,Gods not i was,Dont live in the future Gods not i will be,Live the present God is I AM!..live for today..laugh live cry joke.. pray be all you can be."

(Thanks kris love ya!)

posted by Crystal[He will carry me.] @ 2:21 PM