Life..its the cry of my heart..

Hidden Tears,Frozen smile..

As i sit in fear I dont understand what lesson Im supposed to learn.I wonder each day why im placed in situations.What am i supposed to gain?Im scared and confused..Im tired,Tired of wearing a smile when inside i am continually broken.I feel frozen like there is no way out.There is nothing i can do but just sit and wait.I dont want to be fake,I dont want to live a lie,I dont want to hide!Today i step out still afraid but knowing there is a Way.Again im not going to be silent even in my fears i know there is a plan.Father comes threw each time i know it just is going to take faith!I cling to the cross,afraid of this life but knowing He will carry me threw.Im living each day one step at a time.I look over this last year and hold no regrets,Father carried me threw and guided my steps.I am growing each day and yes i am still afraid but i know He is there,Im never alone,His light has shown!

Phillipians 3:14,4:13
I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
I can do all things threw Christ who strengthens me.

All to familiar verses but do we truely listen and see what they have to say??

Ich liebe Dich!

posted by Crystal[He will carry me.] @ 12:33 PM