Life..its the cry of my heart..

Reaching for the stars..

Sometimes i feel like i am reaching up and no one is there to grab my hand..but then i feel his touch.I feel as though im stuck and then again its his love that pushes me.As my heart is broken i realize tonite that im going to be pushed,stretched,and even torn apart and broken at times,but that if i reach out,His hand is always there to pull me threw!Though i am broken hearted at times and all i want is to cry i know im here,now,for a reason.Pain overwhelms me at times and i want to give in i want to give up..it would be so much easier i think..but i just have to reach out for his touch and he is again there.I think about his love and promise never to give me more than i can handle.I realize what he went threw for me on the cross and though right now this may seem like something ill never overcome,again He reaches out and shows me his love.Tonite I realized that Father has given me the dream family though we may not realize it we are united threw blood threw his blood!We are united as one,tonite some of my family reminded me that they care and that someone is always there!Tonite i close my eyes and dream im reaching for the stars!!It may seem so far but yet in my dreams i believe and its there..Faith is reaching to Father and believeing He is there even when we cant see a thing..!My heart may ache today but someday all my tears well be wiped away..I want my friends and family to know we are united as one!A bond that no one can break threw,if we cling to the cross.I dont know why i am here..i dont want to be but i know its in his timeing and right now he wants us here.I had an idea that again i felt was reaching for something i cannot grab,what if we all met together in diferent parts of our state and prayer walked with the people near us?what if we became accountable to each other?what if we finally decided to not let this just be a spiritual high and get something started?well im done saying what if..im going to do something i dont know what maybe im just supposed to pray but i am making a commitment to my family that whatever Father says do i will do..even if its to stay here for now and pray!

posted by Crystal[He will carry me.] @ 9:26 PM