Saturday, July 29, 2006

The Light shines..even in the dark




I sat there still,wondering where Father was going to take me next.I asked him why He was calling on me?Im not ready i thought,But again and again He continues to call.In my Heart i knew so i said Father im ready!Make me fully yours I surrender my life to you..and so what father is going to do with me is so unevident but i know He wants me to serve him and i know its not here but as a great friend was asked "If you could serve God anywhere in the world where would it be?"she answered"Anywhere he takes me"Thats so true those words were so encouraging to me and im ready to serve father wherever he'll have me.Ive also been struggling with missing some wonderful people i met while doing fathers work and its been tearing me apart I continueally ask Him why but never stopped to tell him how i am feeling about it and again that friend told me "be all you can be dont let baggage hold you down,let him carry it all (1peter 5:7)and just have faith that he knows what he is doing."this friend means a lot to me and to everyone who i met this summer that encouraged me in anyway i love yall!I still miss L and D a lot and they are always going to be my bigsisters but i know that father has each of us where he wants us!Its all in His timeing.Im willing to accept the fact that Certain people are placed in our lives but far away bc it teaches us.As i was also told this summer "let father stretch and mold your life become ruined for Him and loose your fear of missions"Fear? i thought what is that i dont have a fear but this week Father showed me i did..I am Giving my all to Him He is my Father and I will Go until he says stay!

"Dont live in the past,Gods not i was,Dont live in the future Gods not i will be,Live the present God is I AM!..live for today..laugh live cry joke.. pray be all you can be."

(Thanks kris love ya!)

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Unexplainable Silence

Last nite was church..I learned that Father is moving threw my life in ways i never could imagine.This post isnt about me though Its about Pring..The nations need our prayers all nations and all people.Father has shown me that i am not meant to sit back and watch but to take action.Life is unexplainable and i love it..when darkness seems to surround i just stop and PR and read Fathers word,Light always preveals over dark!

Today as i sit in silence i begin to wonder where the father is going to lead me..I begin to see life in a diferent way and i begin to wonder why father wants me here at this moment..I dont always understand but i know that light always preveals over darkness.As i sit in this silence and see this world falling apart around me i want to reach out but i get scared then i remember i am on the winning team of this battle!I was so afraid to tell my story i just sat in the back and kept to myself but that silent little girl is growing up and realizing that this world is in a battle that we all have to choose what role we are going to play.I chose the winning team!I choose to GO and tell what Father has done in my life and i am done sitting back letting the enemy win..bc light always preveals over darkness!This silent little girl learns to be silent in a new way.Father has shown me the beauty and i see life in a new way in his way!I strive to see others the way that father sees them.Its hard and again i realize i am in a battle called life.As i watch things unfold around me that i dont understand i just sit in awe,but i want to do more.I just sit instead of taking a stand and again silence overcomes me.Im worried!Worry what is that?Its a sin,why do i sit and worry about things that i dont understand or that are not in my hands??Im confused??Wait i see life again i see the light,and again Father comes threw even in my doubt and i realize that light always preveals over darkness!Life...what side of the battle are we on??




I am Pring for those still serving Father and I miss two people to death my bigsisters you know who you are!Father protect them!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Searchin..

Well i am home from Germany and i miss it..I feel like i left my home!I cant wait to see what Fathers plans are for my life and how they are going to play out!I miss everyone already but i know we will be together again!well thats all i have to say for now..continue to Pr for everyone there and continue to GO!