Life..its the cry of my heart..

A childs heart..

Watching that little child play was in some odd way an answered prayer..I was sitting at the ball fields watching my neice when i realized that we are all little children that Joy that we had as a child is still within us except its a new kind of Joy a Joy that can only be found in Father!He has been opening my eyes to the world that surrounds me and it is becoming more and more evident that Father is with me everyday!I still am confused about a lot and i dont know that i will ever overcome that confusion..i am beginning to realize that this world,well america is lost and needs Father..In someway i feel that Father is going to use me here i dont know what or when but i know He will show me and now i know that whatever happens next summer its all in His hands.I realize that yes Father is calling me back to Germany and yes that is where my heart is but i also realize that we cannot put a time on God!I am ready when He opens that door but until then i am here in america though it may not feel like home im here and I am a little child..as my neice reached up to me with her hands i realized that is what Father is waiting for from us..we are to be the little child lifting our hands..I think back to when i was a child about 4-11 years old prayer to me was you bowed your head and folded your hands and you talked to Jesus it was as simple as that..i didnt understand the power of prayer but i did know i was talking to Jesus and He heard me.I want to go back to that time when God was so big and we folded our hands to pray and realizing only one thing while doing that realizing we were talking to Jesus!Prayer is powerful but why is it so hard to do now that we are older?Back as a child we always wanted to Pray we were never afraid to say the wrong thing...why are we so afraid now??As a child I come to Father tonite..asking for that innocence again asking for the heart of a child..the want and need to pray outloud!!




Wait for the Lord;Be strong take heart and wait for the Lord. psalm 27:14

posted by Crystal[He will carry me.] @ 10:25 PM