I just feel like writing out my thoughts today even if they dont make since.
I dont understand why it seems you can go so far out of your way for people and it feels like no one even appreciates your actions.My family is giveing in so many ways right now and my mom gets so criticized i wish that she would be cut a break just once..I know that its not about what you receive in life its about what you give but its hard when i see someone giving everything she has and in return she gets hurt,i hate it and wish i could do something but what can i do??Im only 19 and i wanna change the world,I hate pain and tears,I hate seeing children who are sick and women who are beaten,I wanna be a change in this world i wanna step out and give something I wanna give myself!Tonight i sit here finally able to say im happy,Ive learned to give my life up to Father and to completely let all my worries go,Though at times we all struggle i can laugh these days and i want that for my mom and everyone,I wanna bring smiles and laughter to everyone bc it truely makes a diference,Maybe its selfish of me but i wanna be a change,I wanna do everything i can but i sit here tonight with no clue where to even begin???Im lost in my own house my own backyard??I wanna venture but where i feel so stranded so alone.= [
though i am happy i dont know where to begin its like my world is spinning in a million and one direcions,I met someone and he truely brightens my life!he makes me see apart of this world i never knew..I want happiness for the world.I want to be a change..I have this urge to get on my feet and make my voice heard i want to make a diference.Im tired of tears tired of saddness tired of crying...
I needed to get these words out.
Thankyou.
P/S.I miss you dad!= ]
I miss summer 2006.
I wanna be broken again.
torn to peices for a cause that i know is lifechangeing.
Wait for the Lord;Be strong take heart and wait for the Lord. psalm 27:14
posted by Crystal[He will carry me.] @ 7:14 PM
1 Comments:
One constant in life is change. The world changes daily, we face new challenges, new tribulations, new rewards & promises.
One person who never changes is our Lord & Savior Jesus Christ. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. When we surrender our heart to Him, WE change. It's a transformation unlike any other. We desire to do His work and not ours. It's amazing. I have always seen that in you Crys, and it's beautiful. One problem we all face as Christians is wanting to solve all of the worlds problems. Just remember, our Heavenly Father is in control, even when we feel that we are in control. We can not control other people and how they react or how they interact with others; as much as we want to, we just are not able.
We must surrender ourselves to the Will of our Lord. He is always in control; even during the difficult times, He is there in the drivers seat and will receive the praise and glory for His actions.
You are going to do great things Crys. You brighten the days of many people; from the children you work with, to the people you attend church with, friends & family and especially me. Your sister looks to you for advice, inspiration and guidance. Our Father gave us these commandments; "Love your God with all your heart, soul and mind," and "Love others as you love yourself." You are doing that Crystal and the Lord sees this. Allow the Holy Spirit to do His work through you, don't worry about changing anyone or anything yourself. Just by you loving others, or a specific person, your testimony and actions may open the door for the Holy Spirit to do His work within them. Remember this, when you share with others, you are doing what God has asked you to do. He is pleased with and loves you.
If you want to know how to share Jesus without any fear, I read a book called, "Share Jesus without Fear" by Bill Fay. There is also a miniature New Testament Bible under the same name. It opened my eyes to sharing Jesus in ways I couldn't have thought of myself. It made me realize that if I share my faith with someone, and they reject it, they are rejecting our Heavenly Father and not me personally.
This world is temporary, We are all sinners; we fall short everyday, but we will live in Glory and splendor for our devotion and faith.
No more tears. You are in the arms of your Heavenly Father and in the heart of your earthly father.
Love and hugs,
<3 Dad
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